And So It Begins



I explain this in my first podcast but, I guess you need a reason to listen in the first place, eh?
Synopsis?
Anxiety. Restlessness. Wine. Deliberation over my continued inability to audibly speak the words that live in my head. Fear of failure. Realization that listening to podcasts helps me, some days. Realization that recording me speaking is less threatening than recording a video of me speaking. Throwing caution to the wind and deciding to research possible names and get to writing “script” outlines.
And here we are. At the time of this blog post, I have about 8 episodes outlined with 4 more in queue.
I’ve surprised myself here. I mean, I knew I had things to say, I just didn’t realize that over the course of a couple of weeks, I’d be able to knock out quite that much content.
Let it be known that we should probably give ourselves a little bit more credit, eh?
So, bear with me. I have some recording to do when I can pin down some quiet, private time to do so. That’s coming soon.
*tips hat* ’til next time!

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